My worst memories are tormenting me as I remember every shitty thing that has ever happened to me. Repetitively, I land in Memorial Park at 11:04 AM. I am sitting against a giant, looking towards W. Sycamore Street. I can’t help but bear in mind that the giant and I are splitting the despair. I shiver and the giant receives, measures, and then releases for me. The clock strikes 12:02 PM. 

love

don’t feel sorry for me.

remember it for the next one

next 1

next 1 

next 1

I imagine everyone collapsing down below to exist nowhere in sight of what version is to come.

 

bedside lamp.

After 7 days, I turned off the light.

 perfectly pumping heart, 

sending blood through the veins in your hands.

I can only see the shadows. I only want to see your body shadow.

as serious as a heart attack!

WIDWIS

goodway highday.

coma.

lastnight, while you were being a horrible, miserable dick bag...

i met someone.
he tried to find me drugs and gave me a cigarette.

he smokes marlboro 27s.

find me.

its hard to wake up when i haven't gagged myself on a toothbrush.

punished

 

need things that dont remind me of anything.
tired and warm.
confident and ready
willing, but unsure.
too much love to give away;
only to a brick wall.

love

2012

there is this image i cannot get out of my head.
when its 30 degrees outside and im extremely tired and we have this plan to do something together. you're so warm