I imagine everyone collapsing down below to exist nowhere in sight of what version is to come.

 

bedside lamp.

After 7 days, I turned off the light.

 perfectly pumping heart, 

sending blood through the veins in your hands.

I can only see the shadows. I only want to see your body shadow.

as serious as a heart attack!

WIDWIS

goodway highday.

coma.

lastnight, while you were being a horrible, miserable dick bag...

i met someone.
he tried to find me drugs and gave me a cigarette.

he smokes marlboro 27s.

find me.

its hard to wake up when i haven't gagged myself on a toothbrush.

punished

 

need things that dont remind me of anything.
tired and warm.
confident and ready
willing, but unsure.
too much love to give away;
only to a brick wall.

love

2012

there is this image i cannot get out of my head.
when its 30 degrees outside and im extremely tired and we have this plan to do something together. you're so warm

Quietly changing.
Repeating.

When creating problems becomes a normal thing
For someone to justify all the bad decisions
They're allowed to make.


Bye, then.