coma.

lastnight, while you were being a horrible, miserable dick bag...

i met someone.
he tried to find me drugs and gave me a cigarette.

he smokes marlboro 27s.

find me.

its hard to wake up when i haven't gagged myself on a toothbrush.

punished

 

need things that dont remind me of anything.
tired and warm.
confident and ready
willing, but unsure.
too much love to give away;
only to a brick wall.

love

2012

there is this image i cannot get out of my head.
when its 30 degrees outside and im extremely tired and we have this plan to do something together. you're so warm

Quietly changing.
Repeating.

When creating problems becomes a normal thing
For someone to justify all the bad decisions
They're allowed to make.


Bye, then.

Who else sits quietly thinking
About all those skeletons you have
In your entire home?

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Just off the top of my head. Eating at my conscious, yet keeping me human. Smiling graciously and biting my lip. We all have our secrets.

bite your lip.

Real happiness
On my back
Along my ass
Down my legs
(Between my thighs)
To my feet.
Shade, sun, and sand
Or just eager hands.

crazy story,
hearing things that arent there,
seeing things that arent there
you never know, you never know.

Hearts beating so fast,
My shirt is moving.

liquid slut.

i never found my mystery man, despite my efforts and a couple of wrong guesses.


where are you?